I telework on Tuesdays, and of late
I spend the next two days in quaranteam.
Then Friday is recovery – a date
for me alone at home where every dream
of comfort rests – I’m resident supreme.
On Saturday the store’s a little dense –
we all have time but most my neighbors seem
to want a weekend shop. The owner gents
take Sunday off. My Mondays are intense.
I own a blue bandana and received
a hand-constructed mask my daughter made.
I dislike wearing each. I feel relieved
to get back home where solitaire is played
and I can touch my face. Of course I’m peeved –
beneath the blue I fear our future’s grayed.
I can’t foresee and don’t know who to ask.
I think I’d better buy another mask.
I’m skeptical about a quick vaccine.
I think we’ll be contending with some flares
at least, and winter surges or unclean
events corruption-born with error snares.
I don’t know details of the coming scene,
but I see spans when everybody wears
a mask or covering, for sanity.
Today I bought online a set of three.
I never was attracted to the stuff
a girl’s supposed to like. I never sought
a make-up tip or owned a powder puff,
I hate to shop, and what my mother taught
was mostly useless and irrelevant.
I tried to run my own experiment
in human over gender, clear within,
and yet I lavish care upon my skin.
I found a facialist and spent the cash,
indulging in a treatment frequently,
suspended now while we’re in house arrest.
I bought from her (online) a precious mask –
the kind that doesn’t block or filter me –
and dedicate today to face unstressed.
Attempting to count blessings while confined
by virus, panic, proclamation, news,
we’re trying to see tempest silver-lined:
We say “At least we,” and embrace the views
of thanks for Internet and nursing crews.
We even hope that when this bane’s controlled,
we’ll know enough to beat the common cold.
But what if science gives us the reverse?
Perhaps Corornavirus will resist
vaccine, like HIV. We’ve borne the curse
of head colds for as long as we exist,
and all our cash and researching have missed
the mark to date. We wish we could be sure,
but we may have to live without a cure.
Pandemic is our civic destiny.
It’s what we breed in cities as we cram
for infrastructure. All our density
is hazardous, but how can we unjam?
It may be that the sickest bought the scam
of empty foods we’ve foisted. Let’s begin
to treat the perils of high insulin.
My biggest earrings fitly interfere
with masks that I’m required now to wear,
but I selected hoops when I showed ear
(I only need the look for barbered hair).
I used to dance for glee and exercise
at parties, with a lover, or alone.
I’d start to move, seduced to close my eyes
to better hear and feel the vivid thrum
of bass guitar. It wasn’t saxophone
that moved me, and it seldom was a drum.
This quarantine is comeback time for me.
Somewhere along my line I stopped my dance
but now, at home, alone, taps memory,
and twice a day or week I track again
the heartbeat in the music that enchants
my hips to move (and also prompts this pen).
I used to dance for glee and exercise;
this quarantine is comeback time for me.
I told myself I’d write a poem a day.
I found that each attempt inspired more.
I wrote – that triggered words I had to say.
Now editing’s become my favorite chore.
I found that each attempt inspired more,
and let myself express another way
(so 49 is titled 54).
I wrote – that triggered words I had to say,
responding or developing before
I finalized and put the work away.
Now editing’s become my favorite chore
but I can’t see next Monday’s yesterday,
so please excuse if current news is poor.
The quarantine begins to fall apart
but then, the word emerged from “40” days,
and 53 have finished since the start
of house-arrested isolated ways.
Our discipline is cracking – spring displays
bring people out and home sequester leaks.
The smartest strategy shows signs of craze,
and cracks will grow to chasms within weeks.
I’m sick of this – to leave my place
I mask my face.
The social berth is six feet wide,
or stay inside.
It’s harder than mere loneliness
without your kiss.
I’m tough but what I really miss
are days each week of play with you.
We’ll have more time, but till we’re through
I mask my face or stay inside, without your kiss.
We needn’t agitate about the news,
when all we know for sure is we don’t know.
Reportage seeks no depth; it tries to flow
at us in summaries. For any who’s
experienced with something papers choose
to tell or anchors to describe just so,
it’s only the production of a show,
and won’t with facts the latest word confuse.
I freaked out during Desert Storm, as well
as when the markets cratered in ‘08.
I tried to be informed, but couldn’t tell
the facts from hype, and never felt the weight
of full disclosure. Dread events befell,
and we were rendered senseless, like it’s fate.
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