Monthly Archives: January 2014

Arriving

Posted on January 31, 2014 by sputterpub

When I was young I wanted to be male. How genital equipment could create a deep discrepancy I’d weekly fail to comprehend. But it appeared my fate would be to linger kitchenbound like Mom at parties, talking babies, food and … Continue reading →

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Mirror Horror (2 of 2)

Posted on January 30, 2014 by sputterpub

I knew we were headed for sex days before we did it. We chatted while we worked and we flirted while we chatted. So even though some of our conversation was about his wife and three kids and about my … Continue reading →

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Mirror Horror (1 of 2)

Posted on January 29, 2014 by sputterpub

The first time I looked down at myself in a mirror I was snorting cocaine, and the view wasn’t bad. Sure I was gazing up my own nostrils, with a coiled $20 bill distended from one, but my skin was … Continue reading →

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Unwelcome Surprises

Posted on January 28, 2014 by sputterpub

I read enough when I was young to expect this. But even so, I wonder why my mother didn’t warn me? I wonder why my aunts didn’t mention this stuff. Of course I knew that kids always want to be … Continue reading →

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Sociability

Posted on January 27, 2014 by sputterpub

I see scant reason why I can’t collect a group of new acquaintances to treat and talk and tarry with, and then expect at least a few could generate some heat. So I imagine specifying arms to hold me, or … Continue reading →

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Clearance

Posted on January 24, 2014 by sputterpub

I would have been a feminist before the term had currency, but I could not enlist or join a movement; I abhor the politics I’d rather I forgot. I knew I was bohemian, except the notion was consistently confused with … Continue reading →

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The Whiteheads (End)

Posted on January 23, 2014 by sputterpub

On top of those, there developed the issues of Kelly’s weight, Kevin’s headaches, and Peg’s bones. It’s obvious to me even if not to Dr. H that Kelly grew fat to irk Peg, and Kevin’s sport- and job-preventing headaches served … Continue reading →

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The Whiteheads (Middle)

Posted on January 22, 2014 by sputterpub

Peg stayed home with Kelly only three weeks. Then she started part-time in my office. There was never any doubt that she’d be a responsible, caring, diligent mother. It was more a matter of feeling relatively unsuited. Peg wasn’t a … Continue reading →

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The Whiteheads (Beginning)

Posted on January 21, 2014 by sputterpub

Jim Whitehead at 23 was short, smart, and always horny. Sex was his favorite activity and he went for it every chance he got. When was the miracle age between the introduction of the Pill and the advent of AIDS. … Continue reading →

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The Listener

Posted on January 20, 2014 by sputterpub

A listener in search of everywhere a word is spoken honestly and well, could make a pilgrimage to find the fair infrequent truth of speech, and in its spell that listener might engineer a song, might link realities with spoken … Continue reading →

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