So do I dare present this piece of work
to him, to read and ponder? Is it fair?
I plumbed my recall, inking like a clerk.
So do I dare?
I stripped away the fluff and didn’t spare
my ego, or the father’s rolling jerk.
I tried to lay the circumstances bare.
But mostly I dispelled the irksome murk.
I hope I give, he reads, we clear the air.
I’m striving to defeat what legends lurk.
So do I dare?
We lunched and we conversed about old age:
the loss of stamina, the rise of ache.
And our devices eavesdropped like some sage,
that quietly receptive. But it’s fake.
For afterwards my phone produced a page
with remedies some advertisers make.
Hibiscus tea to pee, they’d have us think,
and extract of persimmon, lest we stink.
It didn’t change as I grew more mature –
to watch the work I scanned art therapy.
I saw the play and felt like a voyeur;
I didn’t want to process agony.
I’m longing for more objectivity.
It’s great, but could be finer’s my refrain.
I think the acts should play in privacy,
so I don’t love the drama of the Dane.
She must get off on yelling, I conclude.
Her cable died again, and when the Tech
no-showed, she called and castigated, rude
and adamant that she’d not wait three days.
Demanding supervisor time, she booed,
she threatened, but her calls were not returned.
At last she found a kinder voice, that skewed
to care, and she agreed to ink a check
upon the date posed first, with gratitude.
My yoga mentor’s dealing with a five
year old right now, and for today she said
that Going on a Bear Hunt will revive
me some, and so I started it instead
of videos for older folk. Now I’ve
a favorite book replaying in my head,
and upping-downing made me feel as young
as lilting language rolling ‘round my tongue.
Determined to objectively describe
a union that engendered both of you,
I won’t exaggerate. A diatribe
is furthest from intent to tell it true.
Attempts to justify each act, imbue
the character with motive, justify
our ways and represent each point of view
results in complicating both. Oh my.
I guess I don’t use internet as much
as many others do. The Wifi ceased
last night – the TV stuttered out of touch,
and when I called, I learned my link decreased
two days ago – 500 drops were such
a deal they’ll come to check the line I leased
tomorrow. But an hour thereupon,
my router worked again. For now it’s on.
To all who said they’d never change, I write
announcing that the bins were handled well,
and costs that I reported just last night
have been repaid already, truth to tell.
To my own mind so apt so long to swell
with pique and scorn for every condo mate,
I pen these forty iambs to compel
myself to mark that I appreciate.
Six days a week I set the pot to brew
three giant mugs of coffee, which I drink
while doing morning puzzles and a few
poetic exercises. Now and then
I’ll wipe the coffee maker down, and view
surprising stains emerging on the sponge.
Likewise, the list of luxuries that you
indulge in total more than what you think.
Accumulation’s subtle but it’s true.
Eight years ago their future flipped to grim,
and indications swerved from cheer to drear.
Survival was a staggered path for him,
and her defense was blocking thoughts that veer
to future – thorny, edged with fall and fear.
The road ahead was grievous, and the way
too steep (for that’s how distant hills appear).
The tactic served for then, but not today.
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