
Dawn:
Now the sun retreats;
it will not rise till after
6, delaying dawn.
Dusk:
Mid-August evenings
linger late, but still the light
ebbs as autumn nears.

Dawn:
Now the sun retreats;
it will not rise till after
6, delaying dawn.
Dusk:
Mid-August evenings
linger late, but still the light
ebbs as autumn nears.
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He likes a little Vicodin so much
that though he hasn’t sought it on the street,
he’s not above some friendly theft. His touch
is cautious and his attitude’s discreet;
he’s purloined pills from parents, in-laws, friends.
He likes the way a little dose forbids
anxiety, how calm his manner trends,
but he won’t steal a tablet from his kids.
His adult offspring have enough on hand
they wouldn’t miss a few, unless they paid
attention, kept a tally, maybe planned
surveillance from some symptom he betrayed.
Unlikely as discovery would be,
he dreads it so he’s bound to honesty.

I ought to read more poetry – I write
it all the time. My sonnets are my thought,
my joke, my diary and diatribe.
I love the sound of Service, stanzas wrought
by Donne and much of Yeats, but I’m unmoved
by most attempters, and I’m not amused
enough. There’s nothing fun-with-fonts has proved,
and affectation makes me feel abused.
I’ll try to read more poetry, but pray
it be four times revised and twice rehearsed.
I’m asking not for solemn – let it play
with language lovingly, with meter first
and pathos last, and never flip the word
order, unless the goal’s to sound absurd.
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Six weeks ago I wrenched my lower back.
I’m happy to announce, as of today
I feel recovered from that deep attack,
and though some time was spent in pain, dismay
and grouchiness, at least at last I healed.
My future may hold flexibility.
I’m hardly spry, but grateful not to yield
so far, to elder immobility.
My brother says it only will get worse.
Except for blips, I fear his words are true.
My sleep is never sound, my gut’s upset
too often, and I bruise as if a curse
were on my hands. I look at me and you
and marvel – sure we’re old, but not dead yet.

Deliberately I choose to walk to BART.
The news makes me feel headachy and tense.
I figure something on my way will start
me laughing or at least deflect. Defense
against reality by exercise
and air: I’ll breathe in depth and make my pace
a balanced brisk affair; I’ll synthesize
the rise of ignorance, the fall from grace.
The only consolations I can find?
We must deserve the future we will get.
Myopia’s a symptom of our kind,
so uninformed by school and Internet,
distractable, unfair, and lacking breadth…
I guess there may be benefits to death.

Eleven years ago I bought this place.
I jettisoned some books and sundry stuff,
to fit my living in a smaller space,
and I was charmed and comfortable enough.
But time has passed; I’m older, and I’ve learned
what bugs me, what I’m missing since I moved.
Arranging rehab, listing goods I’ve yearned
to use, I’m set to have my home improved.
At first the cost alarmed me, but of late
I’m fantasizing bathtub, bigger bed,
new skylights, doors equipped with subtle screens,
a ceiling fan, remodeled deck and gate.
I’ll pay for what is crucial, but my head
keeps playing sequences of comfort scenes.

One day when I was ten and in 5th grade,
the teacher spun a record for us all.
I can’t remember what the needle played,
but I can see the phonograph – a small
appliance on a table in the sun.
The lesson was particularly good:
We only needed ears, but everyone
was looking where the record-player stood.
And maybe that’s the reason I don’t use
my eyes as much as many, or it might
be compensation for how I’d refuse
to wear my glasses, but I don’t work sight
when walking like I exercise my ear,
and sample with my skin the atmosphere.

I didn’t get it when I was a kid.
I still don’t understand or recognize
a culture that insists I act as bid
by portions of a book that sanctifies
barbarity, selectively ignored,
composed by no one holy to advise,
and edited by others to afford
imperious behavior and disguise.
Demanding every pregnancy proceed,
without a care how fare they after birth,
is clearly wrong. No deity decreed
it so, I know, within or over Earth.
Why do we speak? I’m starting to believe
our kind developed language to deceive.

There’s no Fair Market Value for a poem.
Equipment isn’t needed to proceed.
It’s folk-art that can be composed at home
and won’t pay, so I won’t pay you to read.
With so few viewing every chosen word,
I’d be a fool to dwell too much upon it.
I’ll never feel the fame, and it’s absurd
if I expect attention to this sonnet.
That leaves me free to ply my pen with themes
that find no eyes to tickle or offend.
So I can write with dash, or to extremes,
except my focus frames and won’t extend
beyond the span a toddler’s arms comprise,
twice-weekly stocked with wonder for my eyes.

Less confrontational than you’d expect,
considering her New York origin,
trained early with impatience to reject
the banal and the bland, and play to win,
she moves and speaks so fast you’ll think her tough,
but she will pull her punches every time.
She tried defiance young, more than enough,
and learned to cast aspersions into rhyme.
Pay no attention to her visage now.
Those brows and lips don’t mean to signal crit-
icism; she can’t mask her face, and walk.
Her judgment is acute – she reckons how,
but opts for subtle and appropriate;
she places slaps in lines of metered talk.