Yard Work

I aimed to collect the debris
no longer attached to the tree.
I knelt on the ground
to amass what I found,
and now my low back’s paining me.

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Scary Bright

The baby was both beautiful and bright,
her features delicate, her mind full range.
Her parents viewed and hugged her with delight,
but then the mother started acting strange.
As if afraid of brilliance, or repelled
by infant helplessness becoming strength
of will, she marshaled any tool she held,
attempting to keep quickness at arm’s length.

She sought opinions and she tried to force
a toddler to conform to expectation.
She picked and nagged and often yelled of course,
which only drove the child to frustration.
The mother freaked, although it made no sense
to act in fear of that intelligence.

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We Never Covered Cousins

I’ve always been a talker, partly so
because I love good words and memory,
but also to invite my friends to show
themselves with narrative and history.
At 20 I was sure I understood
my closest friends – we talked incessantly.
I think we thought our empathy was good –
we seemed to feel more fond than family.

Of late I’ve been amazed to learn how much
we didn’t think to share: that E was twined
to cousins whom she never spoke about;
that L was oldest of her cousin clutch,
while I was near the baby among mine.
How blithely we ignored what we left out…

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Life’s Labors

It never stops. As long as I’m alive,
I think there will be labors tossed my way,
from challenges that power me to strive
or sob, to complications that dismay.
No sooner do I X things off my list
than some recur and others rise to twist
my wish to have work done, to relegate
myself to laze with nothing on my plate.

Apparently as long as I exist
there will be work, repeating or acute.
From daily chores to ills that constitute
a crisis, calls to toil will persist.
The best that I can do, absent delay,
is maybe clear the balance of today.

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Sidewalk

Old sidewalks crack and buckle near big trees
and over land that trembles during quakes,
so pathways that should let us stroll with ease
can be disruptive. Here’s a ledge that makes
a rising step, and there’s a slab upthrust
(Sequoia sempervirens isn’t small).
I treat concrete like hiking trails – I must
attend to how I step or I could fall.

But sometimes I misstep and start to trip –
I have to stutter forward then a pace
or three, head leading to maintain my frame.
Recovering, my impulse is to whip
my face around to cavil at the place,
as if the faulty sidewalk were to blame.

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No Parole

We locked down in March
and didn’t reopen, but
now renew arrest.

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Late Theft

Well finally the leaves begin to turn;
the fall has been delayed by climate change.
For weeks our land and forests were a-burn,
and now the local fauna’s acting strange.
The critters that should shelter won’t adjourn –
they flit and fly and don’t reduce their range.
They eat so late they’re taking all the fruit,
so our persimmon tree is destitute.

(Ottava Rima)

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Little Bubbles

Irrational, all spring I felt immune.
I masked and cancelled flights, but somehow “knew”
I wouldn’t catch the virus. Nothing June,
July or later scared me to pursue
hygienic measures stricter than before.
My habits set, my bubble grew a bit.
But lately I am nervous, feeling more
exposed and risky than appropriate.

With cases surging so, the odds increase
of chance encounter with bad particles
of viral load, of sickness and decease.
I watch the news. I read the articles.
The stats are getting worse. I sadly vow
to further shrink my social bubble now.

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Doing

I didn’t want to exercise today.
Considering a break, I thought I might
just hunker down and snuggle, in the way
I did when I was young and slept all night.
But something in my body seemed to say
“Just try it. You can stop if it’s not right.”
I gave the bike a spin. I grinned and bore it,
and must admit (of course), I’m better for it.

(Ottava Rima)

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Gas Attack

At 20 I was seized with torso pain,
affecting breath and posture. At a guess,
the doctor said gall bladder ill was plain
(which really was bad gas from too much stress).
I learned from that how nervous I can be
(that’s different from hysterical, you see),
and watched my chews and even yawns and sips
(a second, better, doctor gave me tips).

In 50 years since then, I’ve rarely had
attack recur, but yesterday I felt
my belly bloom with gas beyond my belt,
and stabbing pain mid-back. It drove me mad,
until I thought of Covid, politics,
my kids. I’m taking care; I know the fix.

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