I’d like to but I can’t claim that I’m wise. I know what I don’t know, and modesty increases with my age, to my surprise. But I’ve spent years composing poetry, and metric art is born when I revise – I hear the peal and feel the honesty. It takes a second reading, or a third, to bring integrity to every word.
I’m healthy but I need to take more care with how I eat and drink and move around. I’m better now, inhaling only air, but three score thirteen years have brought profound adjustments. Overall, my body’s sound, but healing slows and appetites as well. A breeze can almost bruise, but I’m not downed – I think I’ve time before they toll my bell.
I thought it was a kindness, every day to call a friend who’s ailing and alone. I often had to search for things to say – my plate’s still full and so to fill the phone with items I’d share details – chat away the minutes with minutia. Then she’d groan it’s TMI or boring, flung or spat. I think it’s time to take a break from that.
I boiled water for a nasal rinse and fogged my kitchen windows thoroughly. The garden view is looking wintry since, but spring in fact approaches bloomingly, so pollen irritates me, probably, producing mucus and persistent drain that coats my throat and chokes phlegmatically, distilling a desire for some rain.
Determined as I was to stay inside, I lasted seven hours. Then the sun invited me to walk – not far or wide and nothing even hinting at a run. Suggestion of the coming vernal tide beguiled me to witness everyone on sidewalks in my budding neighborhood. And sure enough, the amble did me good.
My dad and brother did photography; my daughter took it up before 15. A crowded field, there wasn’t space for me – I stuck with rhyme and meter for my screen. I sketched and painted too. I honed my sight, and though I liked their photographs, I thought the camera lens restrictive, that I might view better than what film and darkrooms wrought.
Along came smartphones, lending to us all an easy way to snap a shot not poor. I started taking pictures, and I learned how different is the seeing when it’s small. Confessing I was wrong and over-sure, I’ve gained perspective where their art’s concerned.
Accused of overvaluing intelligence, I took offense defensive and appalled. The added over didn’t scan. It made no sense. Would she prefer the child’s engine stalled?
It took some pondering to comprehend – we’ve talked so long and frequently, we each resent the other’s certainty. My friend asserts a lot, and I attempt to teach. We love but sometimes find each other boring. That’s when the best response is calm ignoring.
All senses of detox most people know involve the matters eaten, drunk or shot (perhaps inhaled). But somehow I forgot what interrupts a beneficial flow of vital energy becomes a foe to health that can impede, constrict, or blot all senses.
I think I stalled upon an old plateau until I altered how I move a lot. I started to explore where I’ve been not. Three days of strange were what it took to grow all senses.
The problem with retirement communities is they resemble ghettos for the old. The residents exhibit scant diversities, and even if the food’s okay, what’s told at table are minutia of infirmities, adventures shrunk to where the wheelchair rolled, the ambulance of no return, the eulogies, prescription lists by which each day’s controlled.
And those abiding independently in houses or apartments that permit, are likely of the Boomer company, engaging in what’s age-appropriate. Stenosis of the spirit is the skids – so spend some afternoons around the kids.