BART Whiz

The station seemed unclean, as did the train
I boarded Saturday a week ago.
The weather was inclement – chilly rain.
The passengers were sodden, rags on show
and bags abundant. Homeless they appeared,
exhausted and not loud at 10 a.m.
Nobody bothered me or acted weird.
I co-existed peacefully with them.

Remarkable occurred 10 minutes in.
A guy paused in the space between the cars.
I watched him stop, turn left, and then begin
to urinate. That’s food for my memoirs,
I thought, and snapped a pic, and then felt grief:
How limited his options for relief…

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Restraining

You must’ve done it – blown up a balloon,
and as you let the air whoosh out again,
you stretch to squeeze the opening, and soon
a shrieking scream escapes – an awful din.
Some laugh and others wincing then begin
to block their ears. I want you to observe
I didn’t show your kid that trick. The sin
you call impulsiveness, I don’t deserve.

(Huitain)

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Tending to Ending

“It ends so often badly,” was the phrase.
I heard it recently, or maybe read
the syllables, but ever since it plays
recurrently, a worm inside my head,
a view I don’t dispute. In truth I dread
a bad decline. I plan to exercise
as many and as much before I’m dead,
to try to engineer a good demise.

(Huitain)

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Eye Exam

I don’t mind eye exams, but I’d avoid
dilating drops forever if I could.
By consequential glare I am annoyed,
and though I know the doctor needs a good
look in the orb – because the likelihood
of problem is increased, by age conveyed –
for hours I won’t read the way I should.
But hey, it’s just one day, forestalling fade.

(Huitain)

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Instructions

My facialist suggested that I try
a moisturizing sunblock with some tint.
It seemed a good idea; I chose to buy
a tube. Her tip was more than just a hint –
“Be sure to shake it well each time.” So I
had details, which I’m sure were in fine print.
You bought and didn’t love a tube like mine –
that’s probably because you shopped online.

(Ottava Rima)

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Sick Day

I didn’t have a rigid plan today –
some morning exercise, depart by 3,
and spend a little time at books and play
with almost-6 and -2 for company.
Then came the call the older’s sick. He’ll stay
at home so I’ll come early, act as nurse
and friend. This puts small errands on delay
and gives me thoughts to subject to this verse.

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Again the Ants

Again the ants invade. It’s no surprise.
Survival instincts have to be obeyed.
Outside is cold and wet. Before my eyes,
again the ants invade.

Like moving coffee grounds, the bugs parade
within my kitchen sink. So I arise
to drown and crush and vacuum what’s displayed.

I’m fortunate they’re such a tiny size.
But I can’t find the entrance for the raid.
It isn’t food – they’re dashing ceiling-wide.
Again the ants invade.

(Roundel)

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Raccoon Roof

A garden cottage will have critter sound
of course – the insect buzz, the song of birds,
the punch of bodies on the roof, that pound
of mammal paws. Conveying such in words
I say the cats are silent as on ground,
and squirrels are surprising-loud, like herds
of larger creatures, but the biggest thump
is raccoon-made, so bass it makes me jump.

(Huitain)

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Armchair Psychology

Confronted with enigma of the sort
a person evidences acting weird,
I’m likely to create my own report:
a fiction that implies how things appeared.
What motivation or pathology
propels a character to acts deserved?
Which facets of the personality
would naturally produce the scenes observed?

If she-who-hides-her-body was abused
so hard and early she forgets her past,
and harbors he-who-ought-to-be-accused,
and fills her home with clutter, soiled, vast,
perhaps the one who listens and inspects
is right to place the daughters with the ex.

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Danger Home

Her folks divorced when she was 6 years old.
Her father grew disordered in his mind.
She sensed the edginess, but never told
her mother how the evenings misaligned.
Two score of years were fated to unfold
before she trod that neighborhood, to find
a memory of feeling danger foam
instead of comfort, in her father’s home.

(Ottava Rima)

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