Books and the Bookstore

I walked into a bookstore and secured
the lowest-paying job I loved the best.
I got to spend my days with dust, immured
amid used books, near maps, at the behest
of inattentive managers. I sold
the stuff I craved; I dealt in print with glee.
I found old folios and grew so bold
I hawked the 13-volume O.E.D.

I interrupted college to work more,
advancing to book order and return,
and searching for the out-of-print. That store
was love but little profit, as I’d learn.
I have no better memories, I think.
I read a Kindle now, but still love ink.

In time I moved ahead, as did the shop.
The owner passed – retirement or death
attracted a new buyer. Soon a stop
was put to vintage – retail paid for breadth
of profit and the changes, banal, dull,
made uninviting any future there.
But I went on with love of books so full,
I always sought more shelf space everywhere.

Eventually I downsized to this place.
I had to part with hundreds and restrict
my further acquisitions. I have space
for what is here – in general, well-picked.
Such books have been my sweetest friends, I think.
I read a Kindle now, but still love ink.

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Sorry for Your Loss

I’m sorry for your loss, my sister-friend.
Although there wasn’t likelihood you’d get
maternal love and nurture, still, her end
eliminates the chance that she’d regret
her failure, and employ this time in tender
late expression. Please don’t be upset
too much – she suffered punishment of sorts.
You saw her live too long, by all reports.

(Ottava Rima)

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Not Missing You

I’ll want to say I missed you when you’re back,
but I don’t think those words will be sincere.
We talk too much – I never feel a lack –
and you’re so often home you’re always near.
You like to wage a vehement attack
against old ills. I wish you’d disappear
for just a little longer, my dear friend,
and then my loneliness won’t be pretend.

(Ottava Rima)

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I Don’t Suppose

I don’t suppose you’ll stop advising me,
although I’m seldom sad or prone to lows.
Your strong suit isn’t your sagacity,
I don’t suppose.

Your reading’s always fictional and prose.
And though you say you relish history,
your own mishaps don’t put you on your toes.

Suggesting I increase my quantity
of leisure days sends giggles through my nose.
Don’t you like resting after energy?
I don’t suppose…

(Roundel)

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Under the Skin

Repeatedly she self-describes aloud.
“Emotional” she calls her point of view.
She’s plugging into feelings, and she’s proud
to publicize what’s in her heart as true.
She makes me recollect the man who claimed
he’s so endowed and full of empathy
he’s almost paralyzed – he’s frozen-framed,
by feelings trapped, retarded frequently.

Conversing once, I heard myself declare
that though I’m tough outside, in fact, within
I’m mush, I’m insecure, I’m stung by air
that gets through cuts to underneath my skin.
And then I laughed, for my pathetic claim
was not unique. In this we’re all the same.

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The Silence Keep

The structure that they’re building to the east
of me, has now attained the framing stage.
The concrete work is done. The noise decreased,
and two-by-fours are starting to assuage
my zeal for future privacy – at least,
I see few window spaces in the cage.
Perhaps I won’t be overlooked, except
the way I wish – unbothered, silence-kept.

(Ottava Rima)

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On an August Morning

I’ve watched dramatic sunsets now and then,
or sky so blue it almost spanks my eyes,
a valley dawn that makes me sigh “amen,”
and massing clouds portending drought’s demise.
I’ve looked above me over and again,
assessing what our atmosphere supplies.
The view at nearly 7 yesterday
comprised a calm, congenial display.

(Ottava Rima)

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Missing

I heard a thump upon the deck last night,
and searched today to find the noisy source.
Before I saw the fallen rock, my sight
was taken by these spectacles, of course.
Undoubtedly, some squirrel dropped them right
before my office door with no remorse.
But when an hour passed, a raccoon crossed,
and looked around as if for something lost.

(Ottava Rima)

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Policy

She said that’s not the way she picks a book,
when I suggested browsing website stacks.
Her strident tone of voice was all it took
to redirect my talk. I didn’t wax
sarcastic or remind her how she’d look
with scorn and cringe at similar syntax.
But silently I registered contempt
for letting policy prevent attempt.

(Ottava Rima)

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The Hyper Horde

The hyper horde of freshmen have beset
my town of late. They poured
from cars, offloading gear, incurring debt:
the hyper horde.

In blue-and-yellow gear they arrowed toward
long registration lines, to stand and sweat,
while I avoided streets they tour-explored.

But waiting for my bus, I felt their threat.
They teemed and couldn’t move to let me board.
I bailed and walked, inclining to regret
the hyper horde.

(Roundel)

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