Contemplation

Last night I took some sanctuary time.
I sat receptive and congenial,
and what I felt I cannot call sublime,
but I experienced familiar pull.
And tears from long ago then rinsed my eyes,
enhanced my meditations, counseled me.
What filled my thoughts presented a surprise,
and gave me space to wonder presently.

This morning we spent time in talk and drinks
of steeping tea and well-dripped coffee brew.
I listened carefully to what she thinks,
and tried to offer gently one or two
suggestions from my age and knowing her.
I pray some benefits may soon occur.

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On the Lip of Epiphany

Two feel-good chemicals can circulate
inside our mammal brains, I understand,
that trigger happiness but don’t equate –
they’re separate and distinct. For on one hand,
the serotonin’s needed to command
deep-seated satisfaction; dopamine
is easier to purchase on demand,
but doesn’t gratify as deep or clean.

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Obliquity

Your words have power but it’s indirect.
You won’t convince antagonists with facts.
Such effort is a waste. Instead, connect
the other with suggestion that attacks
unquestioned stale assumptions. Sense distracts,
but subtle and subliminal might win
adjustment near miraculous. Impacts
are possible with artful origin.

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A Garden Gift

In transit to the compost bin to toss
the morning coffee grounds, it caught my eye:
a harbinger of coming spring, a gloss
of blooming foliage 12 inches high.
I planted neither seed nor shoot across
that space between 2 bushes. I could try
identifying this emergent gift,
or simply ride its January lift.

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Eariness

A doctor once advised me not to poke
an item less than elbow-size in ears.
Detecting solid wisdom in his joke,

I took his point to heart. That was 10 years
ago at least, while he removed the wax
I’d grown (that syringe brought wince and even tears).

Benign neglect since then has been too lax,
for seven days ago my hearing paled.
I thought it bathing water, but the cracks

and pops persisted till I almost failed
to hear the toilet flush, or tones around
the neighborhood where traffic noise prevailed.

I tried a recommended kit, but found
inadequate relief the first three days.
Resorting to a nurse’s care, some sound

returned but all that wax went in a ways.
She said “continue drops, next week come back,
and we’ll lavage again.” But liquid stays

inside my ears whenever I attack
with dropper or with syringe. I seldom spoke
alone, but now I’m sensing aural lack.

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Post-Awareness

I planned and penned this poem a week ago,
intending it would post on my return.
I packed to travel, but I couldn’t know
what oddities would quirk or when I’d learn.
I’d hug familiar bodies, voice concern
and love as well, but other moods this week
would rise – for 7 days I’d rest or churn –
a lunar phase displaced to keep this streak.

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Slower!

Intending to reduce my speed in most
endeavors, I assume that age will serve
to aid me toward that goal. I used to boast
(at least within) at work and walk, aswerve
and weaving through obstructions, like a host
of foes would block me but I plied my nerve
and bested. I’m at peace now with a pace
to benefit my limbs,
my brain,
my face.

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Waxing Symptoms

Immersing in my bath last week, a weird
sensation was occasioned for my head.
It felt like water in my ear, appeared
to be a drainage failure, but instead
of dripping out, no posture I tried cleared
the painless situation. When I read
and someone peered, I learned of time’s attacks –
I’m working to now to flush an age of wax.

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Ending

The meditation centered on the end –
of marriage, friendship, work, a point of view.
I sat the mat and tried to spine-extend,
directing thoughts while breathing deep, on you.
Accepting that our minds have changed, it’s true
for most the set I couldn’t recollect
whatever made it good, for now it’s too
infrequent. We’re too fractious to connect.

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Mailbox Security

The mail collection box was modified.
What’s been a pull-down door is now a slot
that won’t accept a package or a wide
transmittal of much paper. I did not
attend to changes recently applied,
but terrorists and vandals lost their shot
to push a bomb or nastiness inside:
Another feature doomed to be forgot.

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