House Arrest 15 (A Little Sale)

House Arrest

In solitary combat with the curse
Coronavirus, home alone and clean,
and knowing consequences could be worse
but clueless what the cancellations mean,
long-term, in jobs and economic pain,
inhaling headlines made me short of breath.
I saw investments sink and not regain.
I added fear of poor to dread of death.

Forecasting just how bad the loss might be,
I knew I had to gather facts, decide
to keep or sell. I logged in quietly,
set pessimism off till clarified,
and moved to cash a morsel, nothing much,
but now I feel a little more in touch.

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Sad Anger

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My son was almost three when I got sick
enough for surgery and weeks away.
I ached for him – if I had had my pick,
they would have brought my boy to where I lay.
When I came home at last he wouldn’t leave;
he slept upon the rug beside my bed.
His face contorted as he learned to grieve
and season love with anger in his head.

And now, among pandemic global melt,
my son is grown and rears a toddler three
years old, contending with disruption felt
by all, but understood imperfectly
in childhood. It hurts to watch him change
from glee to muddled grief, as we derange.

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House Arrest 14 (Haiku)

House Arrest

The
bug’s
holding
sway,
alas,
too
long.
Keep
6
feet
away
to
succeed.

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House Arrest 13 (Ode Perverse)

House Arrest

I check the weather forecast every day
(a walker wants to know what gear to wear),
and since the autumn fires, it’s my way
to note pollution levels in the air.
What I assumed was excellent was not;
most midday readings came up “moderate”
(although the sky was blue, it wasn’t “good”
I saw on weather apps). But now a lot
of cars are parked and factories have quit:
clean atmosphere befalls my neighborhood.

In Venice, the Lagoon has clarified.
In China skies are lightening from brown.
Less market density, new methods tried,
each city shrinks as people hunker down.
And lately there’s a healing to the earth.
Coyotes gather under flocks of crows,
and thoroughfares are empty to the bay.
Of parties and assemblies we’ve a dearth,
and where contagion leads nobody knows,
except we’ll see tomorrow, come what may.

Comparatively quiet now, without
the backup beeps, or students’ raucous yells,
I see pedestrians but hear no shout
or words in anger. Now no driver tells
another how to park or merge. They’re mute
as absence, rare as planes allowed to fly.
The silence is relief; it settles me.
Today the peril’s global and acute,
but chronic future stares us in the eye,
and maybe we can shape our destiny.

Our senses are replenishing, these weeks.
They warn us to develop new techniques.

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The Neighbor’s Cat

Neighbor Cat

The neighbors have a cat that lives outside
as if it were an apex beast of prey,
evolved to wanton feats of avicide,
and tearing plants his collar pulls away
from trellises or tangles with the hose,
refining talons scoring post and gate,
depositing his shit between the rows
I look upon. I sometimes hate
the neighbor’s cat, who clearly has in mind
an uninvited tour inside my place.
In fact the cat is lovely, for its kind:
a silken white-and-black; a leap of grace.
But I don’t want to see his teeth or claws.
We call the species “house cat” with good cause.

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House Arrest 12 (Rondine)

House Arrest

We’re not dead yet, although we weren’t wise.
We made our cities grow beyond control,
created business body with no soul,
threw airplanes packing virus in our skies.
The pessimists exhibit no surprise;
the cheerful try yet sighing to console –
We’re not dead yet.

We teeter on the cusp of the demise
of systems good for few exploiting whole
communities. The autocrats cajole
as if we’re listening to their replies.
We’re not dead yet.

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House Arrest 11 (Roundel)

House Arrest

Is this too close to an apocalypse?
Have we been travel-arrogant too much?
Too global with a handshake and a kiss?
Is this too close?

The flu we thought we knew was never such.
It brought us down but not to an abyss.
Coronavirus has us in its clutch.

We had to build our fear to get to this,
but finally we’re learning not to touch.
We’re missing hugs and most togetherness.
Is this too close?

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House Arrest 10 (Ballade)

House Arrest

I wonder how our days will be
when we emerge from dread.
Will stores reopen suddenly,
or stutter back instead?
Will commerce face-to-face be dead
with no return of queue?
Will everyone need shot or med
when we defeat the flu?

Expecting we’ll in weeks be free
to exit couch or bed,
it’s probable sagacity
won’t own sufficient cred.
We didn’t heed what scholars said
although their words were true.
I hope we won’t be rumor-led
when we defeat the flu.

A future like dark fantasy
or science fiction’s thread
may be in store for you and me
and family we’ve bred.
Will politics be heated red,
or aggregated blue?
Will habits of embrace be shed
when we defeat the flu?

Here’s hoping culture clears its head
to treasure me and you.
Let panic hoarding greed be fled
when we defeat the flu.

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Clarity (Toilet Water)

Toilet water

Accustomed to new orthopedic pain,
and learning joint by joint anatomy,
to interrupted sleep, unearned weight gain,
and moving at reduced velocity,
imagine my surprise when I awoke
today (to sun and warming atmosphere –
the morning dawned without a foggy cloak),
and found the water in the toilet clear.

In fact I never left my bed last night.
I can’t remember when that happened last,
but starting when I offed the Kindle light
and lingering till seven hours passed
I must have slept, and dreamt. I stayed in bed,
and I feel younger now in chest and head.

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House Arrest 9 (Triolet)

House Arrest

I thought I’d suffer cabin fever here,
but I feel safe and comfortable instead;
outside is weird – I’m sensing folks in fear.
I thought I’d suffer cabin fever here
and hunger for a social atmosphere,
but I don’t want my loved ones ill or dead.
I thought I’d suffer cabin fever here,
but I feel safe and comfortable instead.

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