Impo(r)tent Words (HA 100 Chanso)

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Two incidents surprised me recently.
A couple of the people I love most
(one lifelong friend and one close family)
asserted they need words as speech or post.

They want to hear “I love you,” “You’re the best,”
“I’m sorry,” “I’ll admit that I was wrong.”
Behavior’s insufficient, they both stressed.
They claimed their stance was popular and strong.

I don’t agree. Although I’d have preferred
the pen to be the weapon beyond all,
I’ve spent my life devoted to the word,
and know the true effect of talk is small.

I’ve pondered why our species learned to speak.
I always wanted language to be clear
and used for truth (like all the Houyhnhnms seek),
but life has taught me action is what’s dear.

I wearied with too many “I love you”s.
Assertions smothered me and sucked my air.
Repetitive apologies abuse –
I want to see offenders learn to care.

I need to watch your means to learn your ends,
so save the tropes and bromides for my friends.

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Lint (HA 99 Spenserian Stanza)

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I used the toilet paper I preferred
until I couldn’t find it anywhere,
when panic/hoarding mounted to absurd
degrees, amid coronavirus scare.
I bought what roles I found among the rare,
more quilted than I like and with more ply.
Now TP lint pollutes my bathroom air.
I’m dusting more, but worse than that’s when I
don’t notice pocket tissue till I wash-and-dry.

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Arrested Walking (HA 98 Magic 9)

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I need to walk outside most every day.
That’s why I chose a climate that affords
activity. Beneath blue sky or gray
I walked for years to travel or commute,
to shop or meet or visit where I may.
But months ago I started sheltering;
my walks had no objective to convey.
Of late I move with nothing to walk toward,
and learn I’m only aimless half the way.

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Fatigue (HA 97)

House Arrest

All creatures have to notice things that move,
and people are no different than the low.
Our species is impulsive too – we prove
it by the way we all feel boredom grow
when custom stills or culture stalls and sticks,
and interaction loses all intrigue.
That’s when we need a change, a spark to fix
the symptoms of emotional fatigue.

Abhorring lack of stimulus, we sink
amid the doldrums of dull weariness.
Escaping house arrest (as if we think
it’s safe) is our response to dreariness.
It seems all tactics must evolve, or dim
to meme fatigue and tepid acronym.

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Walking Nowhere (HA 96 Almost-Pushkin Sonnet)

House Arrest

I walk for transportation and for health.
I guess I started doing so at 5.
I choose my residence where there’s a wealth
of walking avenues. I seem to thrive,
and I attribute that to daily moves
(as well as luck). I think my body proves
the case – my walking helps to manage stress,
to organize, to meditate, to bless.

Three months ago, I lost my walking goals,
all destinations taken from my days.
And though continuing home exercise,
no longer did I tread upon my soles.
A recent amble challenged me. “It pays
to walk,” my body said. My body’s wise.

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Say Their Names (HA 95)

House Arrest

I ambled Prince Street yesterday, a pack
of food upon my back, and looking down
I noticed names somebody chalked, of black
decedents – none who wanted this renown.
I read and said the names, and stepped aside
as if I were on holy ground. My heart
and head enlarged with grief that multiplied
with each succeeding name. That block is long,
but all its length beside my plodding pace
the chalking emphasized a grievous wrong –
so many killed: our legacy disgrace.
There’s work ahead – for rights and righting claims.
The time and chalk command I say their names.

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Chainsaws & Chippers (HA 94 Almost-Pushkin Sonnet)

House Arrest

For 90 days I dwelled in quiet here.
I mostly stayed at home like all of you.
We watched surrounding air and water clear.
We buzzed with nerves and heard the birds anew.

But now our house arrest is wearing thin.
We’re lacking facts but aren’t staying in.
Disease proceeds and ignorance destroys,
but we’re reopening and making noise.

The traffic hasn’t yet produced the crush
we dread ahead, but all around of late
are power sounds of home and yard repair.
No longer in a zone of beeper hush,
the chainsaws whined last night till nearly 8.
Now chipper grunts of grinding fill the air.

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Under the Influence (HA 93)

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Rereading Austen’s works so frequently
(at least three times a decade since my first
exposure to her creativity),
I marvel at her words. She slakes my thirst
for verbal elegance, my lust for wit.
I often scan one sentence several times;
I turn a page not guessing what word’s next.
She’s gentle with her narrative, and primes
my head to put my hand to better text.

I start with “just this one,” and though I know
the story, I discover with surprise
I’m rapt at every climax. So I go
on reading, but I soon exhaust supplies.
She died so young! From few I must ingest
the influence with which Jane Austen blessed.

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ADentalVENTURE (HA 92 Ottava Rima)

House Arrest

When I was young, I thought a lot was wrong
With me; I tried and failed conformity,
And came to like myself. To not belong
Turned out okay. But one normality
May be the death of me – my teeth were strong,
And seemed to grow and function perfectly.
But that was just a phase of false morale;
Last week I underwent a root canal.

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Reiteration (HA 91 Triolet)

House Arrest

I talked my theories over and again,
reiterating like somebody’s dad.
It never mattered how I lit, or when –
I talked my theories over and again,
with movement of my tongue and teeth or pen.
Attempts at self-suppression made me sad;
I talked my theories over and again,
reiterating like somebody’s dad.

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