Year End

The beat goes on no matter what we do.
Tomorrow keeps on following today.
Supposing we recover and get through
catastrophes that press on us, we may
be certain new emergencies will rise,
predictable, erupting in surprise,
demanding smart response or dreadful fee,
and modifying paths for you and me.

It’s been an awful year. Our politics
have bottomed. Public health is at its worst.
We’re threatened like a species climate-cursed.
We harbor hope, I guess, about a fix –
For we expect a baby, fewer dead,
and I’ve a neighbor planning to be wed.

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Cough

Apparently there’s peril in a cough,
if chronic and emitted by an old
ex-smoker who asserts she knocked it off
but still bums hits (her habit is paroled
which should be locked for life). It isn’t bold
to finally and permanently stem
inhaling smoke. My breath must be controlled
before I choke to death on my own phlegm.

(Huitain)

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I Couldn’t Have Been More Wrong

When I was young I thought I had good teeth.
I felt my hands were handsome, in my prime.
I didn’t dream of damage far beneath
my gums, or plumpness suctioned out by time.
I thought my lumbar wouldn’t give me pain –
my bottom-heavy ballast would protect.
And though my nose was big, it seemed so plain
that sinus ill was nothing to expect.

If aging takes some courage, then it’s true
it also will provoke humility.
No matter how deliberate the view
ahead, we don’t suspect how we will be.
No sites of my malfunction were foretold,
when I from youth envisioned being old.

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One Medical

I hadn’t seen a doctor in two years.
I know I’m wearing old and should be screened,
but mine retired. I was in arrears
two months before the virus intervened.

I found a new practitioner and went
last week to meet and check my body out.
We both wore masks and I stayed clothed. We spent
our scheduled time and I’ll go back, no doubt.

But I have processed what was said since then.
She didn’t fail. Her words did not appall.
But though I plan to see the doc again,
she relegated me to protocol,
prescribing tests from which we will not learn,
and not attending (yet) to my concern.

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Lame Duck Season

The CEO of cowards is a rat.
He never was a winner – he’s a wimp.
We’re looking at a drake that has a limp.

Resembling the mean guy in a frat
who hazes with the morals of a pimp,
the CEO of cowards is a rat
(he never was a winner – he’s a wimp).

His muscles are illusion; he’s all fat.
His volume of hot air exceeds a blimp.
He’s bad like a mosquito or an imp.
The CEO of cowards is a rat.
He never was a winner – he’s a wimp.
We’re looking at a drake that has a limp.

(English Madrigal)

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Wardrobe

I never owned designer clothes or shoes,
but still I used to ponder what to wear.
To look all right and feel okay, I’d choose
my outfit carefully. I didn’t care
about the latest styles, but I took
some time and effort when I made my picks.
I paid attention to the feel and look –
what I in morning donned I couldn’t fix.

But 2020 is a fashion bust.
I have nowhere to go, no one to see.
My bubble is so tiny, I adjust
my choice of garb; it’s only seen by me
alone, at least 5 days in every week.
Deliberately I’m wearing nothing chic.

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December 21

The winter solstice is upon us now –
today we have the shortest span of light.
We mark the start of winter, and allow
ourselves provisions to endure the night.
Tomorrow brings us longer light, and then
succeeding days will lengthen daytime’s rule.
The sun is coming back to us again –
the turnaround occurs with every yule.

And maybe it’s the endless quarantine,
but I’m more thoughtful this year than before.
It strikes me now as odd that we all mean
by “winter” the return of sunlight, more
than boding cold and early darkening.
We bottom out today, and move toward spring.

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Pan Future

When we’re beyond this virus, will we look
at all the agony that we’ve endured,
and then conclude that, really, what it took
was waiting to by pharmacies be cured?
And for the next disease that sweeps the world
by global interaction, must we duck
inside our homes again, our present hurled
to argument, our clamor “What the fuck?”

Of course there has to be a wiser way
to travel, interact, inhabit here.
The age of grift and theft has had its day –
the limits breached, we lack a new frontier
to rape. We’d better wake and come aware:
if we’re to benefit, we have to share.

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Temp

I used to be plumper and seldom felt cold.
I liked 68 degrees.
But now I’ve lost weight and I’ve gotten so old,
my hands every afternoon freeze.

I’ve always liked winter for hunkering in.
I’m fond of the fireplace view.
But now with my shivering herringbone skin,
I’m shifting to 72.

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A First World Problem

Entitled and intelligent, I blurt
(so fortunate I really can’t complain),
that even first world problems carry hurt –
if one’s alive one senses: pain is pain.

So I will mention (softly, like a mouse),
that though I love my hermitage, I learn
I need to leave the confines of my house,
if I’m to have the comfort of return.

I’m lucky, healthy, sheltered, on my own
(So what if I’m locked in? I’ll write a poem).
I can’t see half my kids except by phone.
Forever here I never welcome home.

I’m near-ashamed to gripe, but I assert
that pain is truly pain, and hurt is hurt.

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