About to modify my week’s routine,
about to leave my nest to board a plane,
I hover like a hummingbird between
two blossoms that will fuel me as they drain
my introverted energy. The strain
of leaving sanctuary is the price
I’ll pay for love and sweet return. I’ll gain
more good than pain, and get to come home twice.
(Huitain)
I save the best for last when I’m alone.
That may be evidence my toddler needs
were not well met. I’m old. I have no bone
to pick with folks no longer here or well,
but if I could, I’d take the fattest scone
the platter holds, the richest treat I see.
I’m solo here and years beyond full-grown,
in charge of ordering my list of deeds.
I’ll exercise before I write this poem.
(Magic 9)
I dabbled in Old Norse at 22,
which meant I got Icelandic history.
I learned that when a culture’s in demise,
when petty kings are facing bitter change,
they’re driven to record what’s ending then,
with words and pictures or revolting ways.
When England turned away from rural ways,
toward industry and fenced enclosure too,
its writers penned romantic novels then;
its artists painted dying history.
Such seems a fit reaction to the change
that signifies a cultural demise.
White male supremacy is in demise.
The trends are vectoring to other ways.
We sense for 50 years the winds of change;
we feel perspective modifying, too.
The contours of our future history
have twisted möbius-like, from what was then.
The 60s let us see it coming then.
Not even experts dared foretell demise,
but some of us decanted history.
We contemplated the rambunctious ways
of typical Americans – all too
impulsive to consider how we change.
The predecessors of our climate change,
the air pollution that we measured then,
the toxins and the global traffic too,
all formed the roux that based today’s demise.
Full loudly leaders went their wonted ways
and cooked the books, repeating history.
It’s too late now to turn the history
we’re all about to write. We cannot change
the courses set and stuck in senate ways.
Who gave us wheel and ordered fire then,
were never special. Faced with their demise,
we’re set for ruckus, and for pyre too.
We see their failing ways, and history
will write them too far down, who couldn’t change
the flash and flail, and then came their demise.
I give a little
time, to take a midday walk,
to breathe and buy fruit.
I think I’m sensing thoughtfulness among
some members of the family, toward me.
What seldom I experienced when young,
may now occur with charming frequency,
since I forsook protesting stridently.
I sense the rim of what I’ll tolerate –
then disconnect or quit them quietly.
With time and space I see their snits abate.
(Huitain)
You make me sick, who was a sorry nurse.
You acted like my illness was some trick
I’d play to make you work – like I’m perverse.
You make me sick.
You sent me ill to school – you were too thick
with ego and impatience, and what’s worse –
you acted like my gripes were lunatic.
You’re still as petulant, and you’d coerce
a different way from me if you could pick.
You cast me into gas pain like a curse.
You make me sick.
(Roundel)
I have no goals today, and that feels good.
My head’s a little sore. I need more rest.
It’s Monday-quiet in my neighborhood,
and lately I’ve been relatively stressed.
I planned five solo days – I thought I could
lay low, but then I found my aims suppressed
by misbehavior in my family –
demanding active strategy from me.
(Ottava Rima)
I once was a person who heard
significance in every word.
I spent so much time
loving cadence and rhyme,
I didn’t see speech as absurd.
Antipathy was powerful in me.
Contempt for how she parented was strong.
That brusque behavior was her specialty,
and motivated me to prove her wrong.
Her insults and insensitivity
were evidence that I did not belong.
I’m lazy, selfish – words that stained my youth.
I long to earn them now (that’s nearly truth).
(Ottava Rima)
Because I’m good with numbers, most assume
I’ve figured out the market and invest
to great returns, but I can’t time a boom
or downturn – that’s no field where I do best.
In fact, I’ve never tried the game before.
I bought a house instead and with amounts
for late-in-life, I pooled and let the more
expert select the mix for my accounts.
But having sold the family abode,
I finally have cash to put to earn.
Unmanaged but diversified, the mode
I choose is my advice. I tried to learn
and found me blind. I’ll average in my buys,
rebalance, and set course for gentle rise.
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