The nouns come first, when learning how to speak, for babies, Tarzan, immigrants and all. (Like God we name, but way beyond a week). Then when we, aging, start to misplace words, it’s person-place-or-thing that forms the leak – the soonest got becomes the soonest lost. And if you would amuse a toddler, seek from them a list of nouns they can recall. That inventory-love’s their prime technique.
Although his pre-school’s closed for 14 days, a teacher tested positive, we hear. So now we follow protocols. He stays at home and monitored, lest signs appear. The family gets tested – in a week we’re okay to assemble and embrace, if neither test results nor his physique extend the isolation in his case.
Coronavirus interrupts again our careful plans to gather and to touch. We don’t know how we’ll interact or when. My time alone this week will be too much. Some people may elude the virus yet, but odds are we will not defeat the threat.
Life’s not a competition (yes it is), but I can’t help comparing me to you, as if there were a semi-weekly quiz that I am motivated to get through, contesting for a chair more soft than his, a stronger mate than hers, a better view. When I neglect to note or notice time, at least I focus more than in my prime.
For nearly 15 years I’ve walked this way, through blocks of modest housing interspersed with areas that host a shop array, but never have encountered such a burst of frantic traffic busy like today: eruptions in a frenzy to be first. The citizens won’t longer stay inside, for this week marks the acme of yuletide.
My grandson had a “Yes Day” not too long ago, when he did what he wanted to. No matter his request, there was a strong and lovely likelihood it would come true. There wasn’t too much candy, and the slew of cartoons didn’t hurt his growing brain. Adapting the idea, today my view is focused on enjoying home and rain.
I’ve seen the posters on the power poles, with pleas for missing pets to be returned, with photographs and words that move our souls, suggesting mourning people who have yearned for absent love. But seldom have I learned what happened next. Was Rex or Frodo found? What means this soggy paper on the ground?
Or sometimes I note stapled ads that tell of cleaning house or moving goods or hoards, with tear-off fringe of phone or URL, affixed to tarry poles and message boards, that show an enterprise this town affords. But do the offers bring in work, or no? I only get the trailer to the show.
And often there’s an urban mendicant who frequents or establishes their place as if it were the only spot they spent their time, and as I pass their wonted space I recognize their posture and their face. But after weeks or more, they disappear, and where or how they are is never clear.
I never intended to walk Market St at 7 pm in December. They closed down two stations I needed, to meet the train to cross the bay. I paced on to Franklin on confident feet, but then I began to remember the instinct evasive to beat a retreat from clots of black and gray. I clattered down the stairs beneath Van Ness, my sidewalk no an underground oh yes.
I think it would inform us to exchange announcements about diet, fitness goals, and other resolutions with a range of news reporting relapse in controls. Do you agree? Or would it be too strange, to share the fail or fracture in the roles, and mention not the subtle slide to grace, when we succeed at soft and steady pace?
I call them assholes when I’m in my place and talking to myself, without controls, of those who snipe and won’t confront my face. I call them assholes.
They suffer vacancies within their souls, and feel correction as profound disgrace (like blame and shame in lieu of growing goals).
I seek to limit error. I replace what failed and try informing other roles. Accused of yell and rush for talk and pace, I call them assholes.