The benefits to growing old include a discount transit pass and Medicare. But better than both those, I’m now imbued with new ability to sense my bounds. I quickly comprehend my attitude; I know my limits when it comes to love; and finally, I’m able to conclude how well or not I feel, and when to spare my effort, while recovery’s accrued.
I used some muscles differently this week. I altered posture and I changed my twist. I heard an ancient set of teaching speak to me, in tones I didn’t let exist before, before it disappears in mist of age, when I may grow to be too old, when I’m immobilized. Now I insist on effort personal and self-controlled.
The residence where I spend time is hosting Covid for some days, so I elect to pen this rhyme instead of finding other ways to afternoon without malaise, like doing wash or cleaning home. I’d rather seek a metered phrase. I’ll sit right here and write this poem.
The group I know who took the greatest care to keep the virus out, has been beset. They always wear their masks and don’t forget to sanitize when they go anywhere. So far just one of four is testing yes, and isolating at the same address – the prudent mother, who has often said in time we’ll all succumb to viral spread.
I wondered – if a coin displayed tail side a million times you tossed it, does that say it’s likely to show heads on its next flip? If 50/50 odds are true, replied my logic, every throw’s discrete. It may be tails again. I might not get this grippe.
My mother tried, when I was young, to teach me all the manners deemed to be polite. I wasn’t to allow my talk to reach religion, or political insight. If I had nothing nice to say, I might say nothing, or discuss the temperature. And though the weather’s now not dull or trite, I still ignore her reprimands, for sure.
My love’s comportment won’t embarrass me. I brim with pride instead of shame, in fact. Nobody else can share my privacy.
My darling doesn’t do discourtesy, but flourishes as my ideal of tact. My love’s comportment won’t embarrass me.
I’d relish what would be reality if I could meet the partner I’d attract. Nobody else can share my privacy.
I wonder how more perfect love could be than what we’d have, that pure and so exact. My love’s comportment won’t embarrass me.
I’d hurry home to share philosophy, to open heart-to-heart, to keep our pact. Nobody else can share my privacy.
We’re not insane. We know a fantasy. We don’t ignore the way our dreams diffract. My love’s comportment won’t embarrass me. Nobody else can share my privacy.
Five years ago I volunteered my time to help the son and spouse with childcare. I still had opportunities to rhyme and exercise, exchanging office air for inside/outside kid activities, from four months old to walking, talking play. I got to share in first discoveries of all the local world, in full array.
An office day and three with family engaged my weeks until the virus hit. Then quarantine forced extra time on me, for language play I found appropriate. And now the kids are old enough for school, I’ve even more of leisure to retool.