Author Archives: sputterpub

Disruption

“You know what they say,” I intoned. “Whatever doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.” Margaret snorted. There was no way I could interpret that as agreement. And she’s a professional. I looked up and listened. “That’s just not true. Or … Continue reading

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Papio in Pa’ia

The travel guides advise us not to miss this site or that attraction, to secure our tickets in advance for that or this, insisting a vacation must be sure to tick off most the must-sees on a list some enterprising … Continue reading

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A Rest on Maui

Arrested by a rest on Maui, sweet and light and dreamless, eyelids closed and yet insightful, wind caressing neck and feet, I’d be staggered if I stood up now. I would wobble if I tried to move or talk – … Continue reading

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Imaginary Friends

Imaginary friendships aren’t rare for children who are dreamers, introverts, and loners. Care providers rarely care, for ghost companions aren’t any worse than coloring outside the lines, resisting mandatory rest, or tasting paste. So disembodied friends don’t make the list … Continue reading

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On Camphor Trees

Its graceful shape appears ahead of me: a rearing solid trunk of grayish brown, with textured yellow-green as canopy, as if a living pillar wore a crown. It seems a link from sidewalk to the sky, or something placed as … Continue reading

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Our Special Friend

Not. That was our first clue that Margaret might be a keeper. She was the only child therapist who did NOT claim to be my boy’s special friend. Which is kind of ironic, because she was so effective that we … Continue reading

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The Mom

When I was young, I thought you had no life except to shop and clean and give us food. You did for Dad the duties of a wife and somewhat more, with your impatient mood, and for we three that … Continue reading

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Shout

The pressures mount, and resolutions fail like bridges with inadequate support, for I am that, a structure with no rail, a personality collapsed athwart the tracks I laid so strictly for my path (deluded me – good memory forgets the … Continue reading

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Comprehension

Too earnestly I asked “How do you feel? Describe what’s in your mind. Define your need.” It seemed so logical – I would appeal as if my darling’s answer was the seed that nourished by exposure would mature, enriching us … Continue reading

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Bertilda and the Cop

Anne and I had a little fright this morning. We never get together for coffee at her place, but we were chatting over the fence last night about medical pot, and she told me she had some sort of new … Continue reading

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