Monthly Archives: August 2024

Off Schedule

Posted on August 21, 2024 by sputterpub

I thought I wouldn’t have the time, and thenthe puzzles almost solved themselves today.I might have pushed the pedals once again,till language study stole an hour away.But I can do some yoga now, and whenI leave I’ll work my legs, … Continue reading →

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Biggish Sky

Posted on August 20, 2024 by sputterpub

I sauntered to the store the other day.I had an afternoon with no requestthat I produce and nothing in my way,and weather coming gently from the west.Deciding I would walk a bit and payfor peaches that in August taste the … Continue reading →

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Newly Anxious People

Posted on August 19, 2024 by sputterpub

My oldest friend reported yesterdayanxiety she never felt before(I always sensed it, but I couldn’t sayas much – she cherished laid-back image more).It’s now progressed too present to ignore,and seems to me from cognitive declineendured without resistance, save a whine. … Continue reading →

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An Unreliable Narrator

Posted on August 18, 2024 by sputterpub

Of course I listened to my mom at first;I spent that time with her, and I was young.But over years I found she was the worstconveyor of emotions given tongue.She harmless seemed, but her pathologywas never given voice or even … Continue reading →

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Reminded

Posted on August 17, 2024 by sputterpub

Our conversation spurred me to recallthat 15 years ago the course was set.Two kids were babies then, adored when small,the third a year from breathing air and yet,the atmosphere at home was trending cruel –at least one parent pompous, self-proclaimedand … Continue reading →

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Symptom Report

Posted on August 16, 2024 by sputterpub

A shooting pain propelled me out of bed.The left side of my neck objected whenI tried to pillow-shift my waking head.I register fresh neck ache. But insteadof starboard stab begun 5 days agothat slowly seemed to ease, the problem’s spread,and … Continue reading →

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Mitigated Bitching

Posted on August 15, 2024 by sputterpub

I’d criticize the way my children raisetheir children, but I’d have to look at me.I reared the slobs myself, in olden days,and can’t assume each spouse exclusivelyresponsible for choices that must bea shared decision. And to tell the truth,the middle … Continue reading →

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Calcification

Posted on August 14, 2024 by sputterpub

From what I’ve seen (especially in men),the aging process seems to calcifythe spirit. There’s a lack of oxygenin attitude, unreadiness to tryamendment, a diminishment, and thena petulant rebuff to modify.I watch attempts to cling to history.I can’t change you, but … Continue reading →

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Benign Sociopathy

Posted on August 13, 2024 by sputterpub

Is sociopathology a trend?How many don’t grant others what they feeland don’t take lives, but fail to comprehenda neighbor’s agony or friend’s ordeal?It seems like gender error, rife to benda psyche to dimensions we can’t sealthat may be better battled … Continue reading →

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Blur

Posted on August 12, 2024 by sputterpub

We ask, and he replies he’s not depressed,and dire as it’s been, he’s felt no pain.But symptoms do not lie, and we’re impressedwith dullness and postponement. His refrain –“I’m cool. And yes, I’ll do what you suggest,but not today” – … Continue reading →

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