I think I’d better take a break today –
I’m winding up like twine around a spool…
I’m so presumptuous, I’ll find a way
to milk this visit for each drop of fuel
to push my fantasy and waking dreams.
Oh I will build a castle in the air,
erect perfection from what really seems
a fond “perhaps” that maybe isn’t there.

I wonder if you’re aimed at happiness.
My questions:
Have you changed more than your name?
And do you like you? Have you earned some bliss?
Or is this manic more and sadly same?
Were you for real today? Or in disguise?
I’m too aroused and doubtful to be wise.