Monthly Archives: January 2016

Seeping

Posted on January 15, 2016 by sputterpub

My own metabolism’s acting mean – what is this one pound loss a week? A drop of nothing in a bucket. I’m the queen of calories; my chemistry can’t stop. I cherish my obsession with my weight more tenderly than … Continue reading →

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My Own

Posted on January 14, 2016 by sputterpub

When I begin to make a miracle, I have to fight the urge to pray for strength and use that energy, instead, to pull me to the starting line and walk the length I’ve mapped out for my personal crusade … Continue reading →

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Lego Community

Posted on January 13, 2016 by sputterpub

When Molly was young, she used Legos with her brothers. They constructed tidy villages or irrational towers out of the colored plastic bricks. This was in the olden days, before all the kits and specialized pieces. Before mini-figures. Now she … Continue reading →

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Strategic Love

Posted on January 12, 2016 by sputterpub

I didn’t love him then, and I don’t yet, for I am so protective and resolved that I’ll be warm as love, but I won’t let my selfish heart be suitably involved. “You never love your lover,” says my friend, … Continue reading →

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Trolling

Posted on January 11, 2016 by sputterpub

Within a recessed niche, inside a cave along a waterway, beneath a hill, abides a creature ugly, lonely, brave, whose job is guardian. His monster will is focused like a laser beam, refined on treasure mined for me with my … Continue reading →

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Third

Posted on January 8, 2016 by sputterpub

A pair of days have passed since I began, and they are not behind me, but within. I ventured with a purpose and a plan and not to keep the parts would be a sin against my energy, a weakness … Continue reading →

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Hydrometer

Posted on January 7, 2016 by sputterpub

They say the rain has stopped; I don’t agree. For though the drops don’t fall today from high, there’s water in the air surrounding me and fog fills up the space from ground to sky. As if the earth can’t … Continue reading →

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Writers’ Conference

Posted on January 6, 2016 by sputterpub

We were an odd assortment of semi-competent writers, and we performed variously at the conference. But we all agreed that it was a terrific experience: to be consumed with narrative for three straight days, with no distractions or interruptions. Our … Continue reading →

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Forgettable Moments

Posted on January 5, 2016 by sputterpub

I thought a story had to have a plot – I jotted sex or drugs disturbing peace, but had to crank it up cause I forgot sensation is like porn; it needs increase. So character development was next, but that … Continue reading →

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Upside Down Day

Posted on January 4, 2016 by sputterpub

Deliberately I took the things I like to do and yesterday I broke routine. I didn’t ride the stationary bike. I shampooed after all my skin was clean. I walked a way I’ve never gone before and purchased painted furniture … Continue reading →

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