Monthly Archives: September 2013

Conceit

Accusing mental health for robbing me of inspiration, anger, angst or grief, I lacked the impetus, creatively, to exorcize those demons. No relief was needed from a happy family, with no one drinking, cheating, screaming pain or gambling. Even promiscuity … Continue reading

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Triskaidekaphilia

If I were superstitious, I’d stay home today and hide in bed or maybe work, and I might try to generate a poem, and I’d be thinking someone is a jerk: a grouchy person from my past who’d say (already … Continue reading

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Stress Fracture (End)

It isn’t pretty, acknowledging an old cow elephant, but there’s huge relief when it’s over. By the time Sandy confronts Jill, a week has passed and the matter has gone from shades of elephant gray to crisp black-and-white. She knows … Continue reading

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Stress Fracture (Middle)

Two days later, Rick and Sandy spent a rare hour in post-coital conversation. Usually they had no time; at fifty-nine Rick was finally uxorious, home by seven most nights. Usually they had no place; Rick wasn’t rich and Sandy still … Continue reading

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Stress Fracture (Beginning)

There’s an elephant in the living room. Invisible to all except Sandy and Jill, a big old pachyderm is standing on the golden oak floor. It’s a lonely cow elephant. She’s been awaiting acknowledgment for twenty slow years. She made … Continue reading

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Omen

September Sunday sunlight shining through the windows, marks each streak upon the glass. It makes the murk apparent in the view; it webs the air with motes and dries the grass. So what should light my joy invites my eyes … Continue reading

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True Falsity

If you were taller, muscular and smart, successful and creative and with hope of having fun, and opening your heart to happiness and the kaleidoscope of possibilities, then I’d be yours. If I were more secure and driven less, if … Continue reading

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Nasty Girls (2 of 2)

Laura found Bonita exotic but Nancy kind of liked Chula Vista. Laura’s house was close to the school and felt almost metropolitan with traffic. Her brothers were younger and didn’t bait them like David did. Her parents rarely fought. But … Continue reading

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Nasty Girls (1 of 2)

Nancy and Laura were nasty little girls, and they developed into nasty teens. Laura figured out how to masturbate when she was four. That’s when her hand explored her groin deliberately, that’s when she recalled the sight in the pediatrician’s … Continue reading

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Otherworth

You thought you could control your love affairs. Well didn’t you, assuming thought at all? But you in charge meant you grew bored. Your prayers for keeping passion up you doomed to stall. I know because my history reflects a … Continue reading

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